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Monday, August 17, 2009



Stella Blue's blues
looking at her shattered heart on the floor
illuminated by the moon through the broken window pane
the light is surreal and calming
It makes it easier to deal with some how


pieces make a strange mess

play with it?


someone already did


Gust of air from outside


Cold


unkind


waking



Want back the dream


Floor board creaks under the weight

The weight of feeling

pieces start to freeze in the cold air
Too painful

fading

Over paid for this heart





why did I buy it




Bought it on loan

what did it bring


Soul collateral


hoping it would last forever
Doesn't work anymore


sentimental idiocy

Might as well smash it
Never could afford it anyway




Repossessed Soul


Good riddance




Have learned last lesson
There is no truth, love or compassion
All is just blue...................







by catraven

Saturday, August 15, 2009



The Monster: What ATE me


Debilitated


Alienated
Placated


Aggravated


Abdicated


Decimated


Violated


Suffocated


Criminated
Inundated


Derogated


Deteriorated


Desolated


Isolated


Subjugated
Humiliated
Exasperated


Abbreviated
Hated


Me


Yum Yum
by catraven

Sunday, July 19, 2009

The Raven calls EVERMORE












She is calling
haunting
relentlessill not let you go, I will not stop

torture you and remind you

you are failure

eternal
Even when daylight breaks, I am here
no escape
You can never escape me

Punishment

I am here


I am calling you

No comfort in a dream

No escape in sleep

I am here



I am calling you

I will never stop

The Raven will call


evermore.

by Catraven






















by Catraven

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Little puppy




Here I am! Only happy to please you!
I eat my food with the big doggies!
My paer plate is on the floor along side the other three in front of the fireplace.
After lunch we all get Milk Bones!
I take mine by myself into the cabinet next to the sink. I can open the door and pull it closed so I am safe.
I don't really love milk bones because they kinda hurt my baby teeth but I am getting used to them.
It's time for us to be put outside now that lunch and snacks are done.
I was hiding but of course I got found and we all get tied up outside.
I am the youngest and only a puppy so I am tied to the oldest and nicest doggie. because it is easier for her to pull me back than have me tied to a tree barking all afternoon.
She is a big black collie and she really really loves me! She lets me play, as long as I don't stretch my rope to where it is tight. If I do , she grabs me and gently pulls me back where she can see me and keep me safe. The other two doggies are doing their own things. One is very pretty, she is white with black spots and she is also very scared of everything so we don't bother her, but she is a;ways nice. The other one is very very mean!!!!!!!!!! She is small and black and hates everything but our Master. We ALL stay AWAY from her!!! For some strange reason our Master likes her the most! We do not understand. But, Oh well, this is a dog's life. You can't be choosy on what attention you get. As long as you are not hit or punished, life is not so bad. As long as you behave.
As I am only a puppy, one day I have an accident.
I pee where I am not supposed to even though I really tried to hold it but our Master would not get me even though I was barking really loud. I did not want to make this mistake. I know what I am supposed to do and where to go potty but I needed my Master to take me. I get in a lot of teouble for my barking and get punished really badly for making my accident.
Then I have to be put in the kitchen sink for a bath. I am told the whole time what I BAD DOG I am and things will get way worse if I don't behave.
The next day the Master let's the Mean doggie bite me and laughs.
"Serves you right!" Master says, " Maybe next time you will hold it and not have an accident!!!"
Today I don't get my milk bone after lunch.
I sit next to my sweet big doggie I am tied to.
I don't play today.
I just cry.
I think about how I hate the rope around me, how it burns when I move.
I think about my milk bone I did not get.
I think about my Master who will hurt me if I bark or have an accident today
I think about what will happen to me if I mess up
After all I am only a puppy

by catraven

Tuesday, October 16, 2007



This is the perfect time of year to learn about the famous ravens that are sacred at the Tower of London, which, by the way, was the place you would get locked up in before having your head chopped off or some other delightful form of public execution(like being drawn and quartered!) for committing an offense to the crown. Unless you were one of King Henry the Eighth's wives, in which case you got your head chopped off because his libido desired a different wife. This did not stop him from violating the chamber maids . That was just a side hobby. But, when he tired of his Queen, she was executed because divorce was not allowed. He could not offend the laws of the Holy Church of England. Later, as his syphilis got worse and caused his insanity to flourish, he tired more rapidly of his wives. Funny thing that the biggest philanderer and lecher would be replaced by Queen Elizabeth I, his daughter, who is touted as the Virgin Queen. She was imprisoned in the Tower for two months herself before her reign.
A side note: Both King Henry =VIII and Elizabeth I are arguably the two most talked about, infamous and iconinized monarchs of the throne.
This article is from last year when the birds had to be quarantined indoors due to the Avian Flu.

English legend says that a terrible evil will befall the kingdom if the Tower of London loses its ravens, which have lived at the landmark for more than 300 years.
"The legend goes back to the early part of Charles II's reign," said the Tower's raven master, Derrick Coyle, who looks after the birds.
King Charles II, who reigned from 1660 to 1685, decreed that at least six ravens should always be kept at the 11th-century fortress that sits on the River Thames.
The Tower, one of Europe's top tourist attractions, also houses the Crown Jewels.
Coyle, 61, says the ravens have been confined for both their own safety and that of the nation.
The Tower's current resident ravens—Baldrick, Branwen, Gwyllum, Hugine, Munin, and Thor—are usually seen strutting about the Tower's green where they are popular with sightseers.
"A lot of visitors are asking where the ravens are, but when we explain the reason why they've been put away, they completely understand," the raven master said.
The birds, whose wings are clipped to prevent them flying away, have been moved to aviaries in one of the royal palace's towers.
"They're being kept in a big airy room with lots of light and fresh air. They're doing very well in there," Coyle said.

Talk about Unkindness of Ravens!





This a picture of the EXTREMELY RARE white Raven. It is actually an albino raven, which means it is devoid of all pigment. For the only animal that's name is actually used to describe the color black this is a tremendous anomaly. The white Raven is the complete opposite of her compatriots and therefore ostracized and unwanted by all others of her kind. Talk about racial profiling! This is why this does not happen often that one is born because nobody wants anything to do with her and if she was not in captivity the others would have killed her or she would have starved to death because Ravens eat carrion usually in groups and she would be pecked away every time. Her only chance would be to find something to eat without the others knowing about it. Which is virtually impossible considering she stands out like a sore thumb! In her case, the high price of beauty really is deadly. Condemned to a solitary life with constant fear and longing. Knowing how smart these birds are, the most intelligent bird of all, let alone one of the most intelligent animals, just under humans, dolphins and ,yes folks, pigs, her pain and sorrow must be intolerable. Poor beautiful creature!

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